words-upon-words

Im sorry you ever felt that much hate, and Im sorry that I ever caused you pain. Im sorry that I lost a friend but sadly I can't say i'm sorry for what i've done, it got me to where I am now, and here is really nice. Im sorry you didn't understand why he could never stop loving me and im sorry you had to get caught up in all this. I'm glad to see you are happy now, and im glad to see you far away from this place . Even now as you sit reading this with your heart racing and your blood start to boil with rage and embarrassment, know that  I wish you the best. We dont have to be friends, we don't have to talk, you don't even have to acknowledge

And I cant sleep a bit.

So I've given in to myself, I'm going to start going to college for Illustration, and start my life as a tattoo artist. I have note books and notebooks full of nice little doodles I've done that just sit there. After a long talk with my good friend (who happens to be a tattoo artist him self) ive realized that this is really something with in my reach. I do love photography so much, but I share that love with drawing.    Now I have to figure out to start a DA profile for my Illustration or just share it with this one.